The sensation of my step-father’s
tongue
in my mouth is unnerving
He is testing me
to see if I can keep secrets
We already have a pact
unspoken
against my mother
It started with allowing me to
eat more ice cream
stay up later
smoke cigarettes
Sneaking these things
behind my mother’s back
making it a game
so when the tongue comes
it is just another secret
in a line of
more to come